Tremors of Doubt

  • Author: Lael Harrelson
  • Publisher: Elk Lake Publishing Inc
  • Print Length: 328 pages
  • Release Date: May 6, 2018
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  • GenreChristian
  • Purchase on Amazon

Book Summary

Does Exploring Her Past Risk the Future?

For a young Mennonite woman who wants to make a difference in the world, growing up on the mission field in Haiti should be the perfect fit. But not for Callie Zimmerman. Raised by her aunt and uncle after the death of her parents, Callie works beside her aunt cooking, cleaning, and sewing each day as the men head off to serve the community. She longs to do more to alleviate the poverty and sickness that surrounds her, but tradition and her uncle forbid her.

On the eve of her twenty-third birthday, struggling with hopelessness as another year passes, Callie pleads with God to open a door for her. The prayer has barely left her mouth when she finds a stack of letters with secrets about her parent’s lives and their excommunication from the Mennonite church. Devastated, Callie cries herself to sleep, only to be awakened a few hours later by her uncle with the startling news that Noah Koehn has asked permission to court her. Is one of these things the answer to her prayer? Would exploring her parents’ past mean losing a future with Noah? Is the exploration worth the risk?

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Guest Post from Lael Harrelson

To the casual observer, Haiti is a magical island of swaying palms, laughing children, and azure blue oceans, but for one who takes the time to look deeper, a darker truth emerges. Starvation. Desperation. Darkness. Hopelessness.

Callie’s church is a shining beacon of family values, sincere faith, and simple living but, again, for one who takes the time to dive deeper, there is a hidden trail of broken spirits, crushed dreams, and oppressed women and girls.

Drawing inspiration from my experiences as a Haitian missionary and former Mennonite, I hope you will find Tremors of Doubt not only entertaining but life changing as you follow Callie’s journey through self-doubt, crushed dreams, love triangles, life changing secrets, and fragile hope as she navigates being the daughter of Haitian missionaries on an exotic Caribbean Island where danger is lurking just below the surface.

<h2><span class="wrap"><span class="inner">About The Author</span></span></h2>

Raised by a fun loving, atheist single mom who struggled with depression and mental illness I spent my childhood backpacking around Europe, visiting yoga communes, eating vegan, living on a houseboat, then an old pony express outpost in the backwoods of Montana.

My teen years took a drastic turn when my mom got saved, got married, and joined an ultra-conservative Mennonite church. Faith, step parents and unquestioning obedience is a dangerous combination when mixed with mental illness, legalism, and heavy handed physical correction.

I became a confused believer with a heart for Jesus but drowning under a sea of rules, regulations, and legalism. I became a missionary teacher and then a nurse and escaped to the mission field, the one avenue open to single women. I taught VBS on Indian reservations, led school for missionary children in Haiti and Africa. All around me was heartache and disease and glaring need. I longed to make a difference but was limited to working on the mission compound – teaching, cooking, cleaning. Work outside the walls of the compound was reserved for the men.

On a furlough, I met my future husband – a new believer who wasn’t looking for a door mat in a wife but a partner. As he grew in his faith, I reexamined mine and what Biblical womanhood looked like. Timidly at first, but then eagerly as I discovered a new relationship with Jesus Christ based on grace and not performance.

I left the Mennonite church and married the love of my life twenty years ago. We have five beautiful teenagers, two by birth and three through adoption from Haiti. My husband is adopted and God used the time in Haiti to prepare me to understand my children’s culture and language and ease their transitions home.

Two people in my family have mild Asperger’s and one has Reactive Attachment disorder, PTSD, and ODD. Our house is not a quiet, well greased machine but a chaotic, happy, crazy, nerve racking, love filled oasis where we all try to help each other grow and thrive.

I am so thankful for my life – the good and the bad. I feel blessed to have experienced so many unique situations and to love and be loved by so many wonderful and eccentric people. It is from these experiences I draw the fiction stories I write. I like to think of them as fiction with grit – fast paced and entertaining stories that make you want to read till the very last page while at the same time tackling real life issues – Legalism, abuse, divorce, adoption, Asperger syndrome, mental illness, etc.

Lael Harrelson

Book Review by Bree Herron

One never knows what type of story they will get when they start a new book. I was curious about this story and loved the cover, having not read the back I was certainly in for a surprise. Not only is this a story of faith, and family but also about finding oneself. Through this story a reader will travel to not only Haiti but the US as well, and through Callie’s journey, the reader will grow.


Callie is like a blooming flower, she starts off as a bud content in her spot in the garden and blooms into a vibrant young flower that seeks further than her plot in life. I really loved watching Callie grow from a young woman into a strong woman through her trials and adventures in this novel.

Enjoyable Moments

When Callie makes her way to a place of her past she is able to recall a moment in her life that she had hidden away. All because of a stuffed animal bunny. I loved this sweet moment that truly validated Callie’s journey.


Haiti must be dear to the author’s heart. It was written in such a stunning and realistic way that I truly felt the emotions and even breeze of the island. It was amazing to view it through Callie’s eyes.


Overall, a novel that holds a story that is close to a reader’s heart. Callie’s story will hit the spot of tenderness in your soul and brighten your bookshelf heart. I love the growth a reader and Callie will get through this story.

I Rate it

Have you been called to serve? Where has this taken you?

**DISCLAIMER: I was provided an opportunity to read this book as an Advanced Reader Copy in return for a fair and honest review.

<h2><span class="inner">Giveaway</span></h2>

To celebrate her tour, Lael is giving away a grand prize of an autographed copy of Tremors of Doubt, an adorable set of Amish dolls, a set of handwritten recipe cards with mouthwatering Amish recipes, a handmade Haitian bracelet made by Haitian students, a pound of nationally acclaimed Haitian coffee, a bar of rich Haitian chocolate, and a $25 Amazon gift card!!Find out all the details and enter to WIN at Tremors of Doubt Celebration Tour Giveaway.

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  1. Kay Garrett

    Thank you for your great review on “Tremors of Doubt” by Lael Harrelson and for being part of the book tour. Enjoyed all the wonderful information about both book and author. I really do LOVE this cover! I’d enjoy the opportunity to read this book.

    I felt the urging and need to work with the children in our past church. It was after the death of our daughter and I had this big hole in my heart. I was hesitant wondering if I were up to the challenge. After much soul searching and prayer, I found out that it was just what I needed. I hope that I was some ray of biblical knowledge to them as they were a ray of sunshine to me.

    • Lael Harrelson

      Kay, I’m so sorry about your daughter.It took amazing courage to channel your grief into pouring love into others. Many Blessings.

  2. kim

    Sounds good. Love the cover.

  3. Emma

    Our family has ended up in New Zealand as we following God’s leading, and just recently we moved to a new area where we’re not sure what God has in store for us, but it looks like it might get big. (This has to be vague because of what is happening around here.)

    • Lael Harrelson

      Emma, it’s one thing to go to another country as a single person (like Callie in the story and my own expereince) but taking your family is a whole other level of trust and commitment. God bless you!

  4. Lael Harrelson

    Bree, thank you so much for reviewing tremors of Doubt. I really appreciate the thoughts and comments.

    • Bree Herron

      I loved it! You wrote a heart touching novel.


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